let's get that blood pumpin' with a little work out, breakfast, then
off to work!!!

now you're gettin' it.....

sucka.....!!! (jess' kiddin')

yer ole pal,
golda

don't you.....forget about me..... 

drop by.....say hello.....don't be some creeoy crawlin' stranger!!!
wha??? lez be fwenz!!!! : - ) (coincidence, ykwim)

xoxoxoxox

how was pesach? ha motzi lechem min haaretz!!! wait. wuh?
maybe............i am large....i gots me many points of view....i;
RRRRRRRROIUND!!!! i got me R's back, ya know. i went around my house
practicing mucho!!! sounded like an IDIOTO, but didn't care

it's not 100% but like 80%.....maybe.....a little hard to START a
word....or whatnot....but they are rollin'...

rollin' rollin' rollin'.....get them doggies
rolln'.....raw-hide!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha

c'mn dude....RELAX.....take a CHILL PILL.....ease on down, ease on
down, ease on down, the ro-oad......

> Golda wrote:
> let's get that blood pumpin' with a little work out, breakfast,
then off to work!!!
>
> now you're gettin' it.....
>
> sucka.....!!! (jess' kiddin')
>
> yer ole pal,
> golda
>
> don't you.....forget about me..... 
>
> drop by.....say hello.....don't be some creeoy crawlin' stranger!!!
wha??? lez be fwenz!!!! : - ) (coincidence, ykwim)
>
> xoxoxoxox
>
> how was pesach? ha motzi lechem min haaretz!!! wait. wuh?
maybe............i am large....i gots me many points of view....i;
RRRRRRRROIUND!!!! i got me R's back, ya know. i went around my house
practicing mucho!!! sounded like an IDIOTO, but didn't care
>
> it's not 100% but like 80%.....maybe.....a little hard to START a
word....or whatnot....but they are rollin'...
>
> rollin' rollin' rollin'.....get them doggies
rolln'.....raw-hide!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha
>
> c'mn dude....RELAX.....take a CHILL PILL.....ease on down, ease on
down, ease on down, the ro-oad......

did u like ur poem

> Golda wrote:
> let's get that blood pumpin' with a little work out, breakfast,
then off to work!!!
>
> now you're gettin' it.....
>
> sucka.....!!! (jess' kiddin')
>
> yer ole pal,
> golda
>
> don't you.....forget about me..... 
>
> drop by.....say hello.....don't be some creeoy crawlin' stranger!!!
wha??? lez be fwenz!!!! : - ) (coincidence, ykwim)
>
> xoxoxoxox
>
> how was pesach? ha motzi lechem min haaretz!!! wait. wuh?
maybe............i am large....i gots me many points of view....i;
RRRRRRRROIUND!!!! i got me R's back, ya know. i went around my house
practicing mucho!!! sounded like an IDIOTO, but didn't care
>
> it's not 100% but like 80%.....maybe.....a little hard to START a
word....or whatnot....but they are rollin'...
>
> rollin' rollin' rollin'.....get them doggies
rolln'.....raw-hide!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha
>
> c'mn dude....RELAX.....take a CHILL PILL.....ease on down, ease on
down, ease on down, the ro-oad......

persy.....i'm depressed. :
- (

i keep wanting this not to be the real you, directly from your body,
to start all over (save for kansas)(and i guess the house
calls/albums) that it would be more fun or just better for me, in some
way, not for any good reason, only just to meet you all over again,
but i have no idea who or how you would be. although i must add, the
way it starts, is, since it was so good the first time, maybe it would
be so good for bob, all over again, but i get to be there, in my
selfish way, i dunno anymore.

i keep thinking about it, but now i'm just so depressed. i feel so far
away, like we don't even know each other, if that's true. it's
enticing, to think there is a whole secret special world in there
which is all just for me, and all that is well and good, but it leaves
me completely empty now insofar as, well, omg, how is he like? what in
the world is this going to be like?

i KNOW there is a way where it would be SO_GOOD, but i just can't put
my finger on HOW, i guess. i guess this is good, because that's what i
kept saying about starting over, since it feels like i've gotten to
know so much (out of much more, assuredly....but that's not going
anywhere, there's always that, too) i keep saying like anything goes,
and mean it, surprise me!!! cause it's all so good, because i imagine
that it's all you. but part of that then leaves me empty, i have no
idea what to do with myself. you are gone....and i can't daydream
amount it, because it's just too vast, with way too many
possibilities. so i'm....depressed. so alone, and isolated. with a new
roomie who speaks not a word of english. so there's not even chit
chat, or sign language, or anything.

is this the real real real REAL you?!???!! when are you coming???? i'm
SO_LONELY.

> Golda wrote:
> did u like ur poem

don't u want to be my friend?

were you faking it?